So this phenomenon hits me every now and again and it’s happening right now. 

I came to the conclusion recently that the last thing I need right now is a romantic relationship. I need to focus on me.
Course, right after saying that, for some reason, I’m attracting women right and left. Women of substance and feminine beauty reaching out to me. I’m getting texts from past ‘potentials’… and warm stares in public places… and my dentist’s new assistant made an overt move on me that I still haven’t gotten over (yes, I’m infatuated with her and she’s warm and beautiful but too young). 
I’m fully aware that I don’t just want some warm body… I want to find a spectacular love… and I’m gonna. I just get the feeling like the universe is taunting me to see if I’m going to follow my dick or my brain. 
It’s not easy being a sensitive guy who is trying to be a good man.
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